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So the end is in sight!

 Hello lovelies!  Although I don’t want to shout it too loud it seems the end of lockdown maybe in sight here in the UK. The lockdown along with the successful vaccine programme has seen Covid rates plummet and so slowly we are emerging from lockdown.  It’s still a time to be cautious and careful but praise God  I really hope we are out of the worst of it.  Yesterday I received my second vaccination. The first one initially gave me very little side effects except for a headache and a bit of tiredness. However after two weeks I started suffering with what I can only describe as the worst depression I have ever known!  I was so low that I spent about three weeks crying uncontrollably. I had thoughts of self harming and felt completely hopeless and worthless. I have never, ever felt this bad. At the same time we lost a very dear friend suddenly due to Covid and also I gained bad marks in my first submission of essays. Combine this with missing family, friends ...